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Journal

Thoughts big and small.

πŸ’” how can you breathe

How can you breathe? How are you literally able to wake up and breathe right now? A 37 year old American was shot and killed yesterday for doing what I hope any good neighbour would have. It turns...

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πŸ’” how can you breathe

πŸ”οΈ seventeen minutes

It’s still dark out. Though the sun has technically risen, the mountains still hold us within the embrace of their shadows. All is quiet except for the steady beeps and hums of the machinery of a...

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πŸ”οΈ seventeen minutes

πŸ‘‹πŸ½ hello/goodbye

Today I say goodbye to Milo, and hello to the next chapter.

I. live in the future and build what’s missing. For nearly 300 Sundays, I have sat down at this computer to design experiments and build products to solve the invisible load of running a modern...

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πŸ‘‹πŸ½ hello/goodbye

✨ group hug

why holiday cards have gone from a dreaded chore to one of my most cherished traditions

If you had asked me even 3 years ago about holiday cards there would have been some very salt language involved. What started maybe 10 years ago as a fairly contained exercise had turned into an...

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✨ group hug

🌳 the genius of mary oliver

why poetry is just as vital as physics in understanding our world.

Mary Oliver's words strike me so deep. I feel my angst in hers. This desire to be of the natural world, but constantly quarrelling with this billowing ambition trying to claw its way out of me. More...

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πŸ›« off we go

travel back to my heartland

It's 9:47pm. The bags are packed and at the door. Tomorrow we awake at 4:15am and make the journey back to India. It's been 10 years. A timespan that's hard for me to comprehend when I grew up on the...

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3D stories on a 2D screen

taking storytelling and essays to another level

There are these rare moments when you come across the work of a stranger and it's like they leapt into your mind and your heart and pulled out what you've been unable to express quite so well. Today...

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3D stories on a 2D screen

🧐 the trouble with patterns ...

... you're doomed to live within the bounds of what already is.

The biggest problem with LLMs in my mind is that they are not in fact "thinking machines", but rather pattern machines. They're incredible at picking out patterns with high probability and then...

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🧐 the trouble with patterns ...

⏳ back to 2005

there and back again

It's been surprising to me how much the medium impacts my message. For most of my life I wrote in a little journal. And then, in my early 20s when I moved away from family and friends to Cincinnati,...

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⏳ back to 2005

πŸ‘‹πŸ½ hi.

welcome to the beautiful chaos.

hello world. not my first words online by a long shot. but my first words written in a place entirely of my creation. this blog is my little corner of the world for reflection and creativity and...

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